| tell me baby, what's your story? |
[Mar. 8th, 2007|01:17 pm] |
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life is okay. okay is good enough for me.
this week is going by surprisingly quick.
only 8 more days until i go home for spring break, woo!
i just can't wait to be home and with people from home.
i really miss my friends sometimes, and my mom.
i have been trying to brainstorm fun things to do with the girls i babysit.
so far i have:
- seabreeze
- beaver lake
- the park
- the movies
- the zoo
- my pool
if any of you have any other ideas, i'd love to hear them.
i would just like to keep them from getting bored, because once they are bored, they tend to fight.
i can not wait for summer to be here.
the sun, money, friends, beer, weed, the beach.
i know i will miss the college life, but i am ready to just be back in liverpool.
doing my thing.
i don't necessarily miss it, but summer is always a damn good time.
in other news this weekend is our last one here before spring break.
so of course it will be insane.
i'm excited to go out and get sloppy and play beer pong, maybe go dancing.
i do enjoy weekends in freddy.
some EA kids are coming up this weekend, so it should be a good time.
you know sometimes i really get down on myself about my boy situation.
how i can't seem to snag a decent guy.
then i realize i have a lot of opportunities, i just don't take them.
and as my good friend miss sara lis said the other day, drunken parties are not the most prime place to meet the man of your dreams. good point sara. haha.
i think i'm just going to sit back and enjoy the ride, like i usually do.
it will happen when it does.
only one class of the day left, and it's english, my favorite.
computer science is cancelled, and i could not be happier
not too shabby at all.
i think i'll call my mom later and do some more reading.
what a lovely life i lead. |
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[Mar. 5th, 2007|12:36 pm] |
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(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)
| ✓ I miss somebody right now. |
× I don't watch much TV these days. (cops baby, cops.) |
✓ I own lots of books. |
| × I wear glasses or contact lenses. (20/20) |
✓ I love to play video games. |
✓ I've tried marijuana. (hahaha tried...) |
| × I've watched porn movies. |
× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (haaa single is the way to go) |
✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy. |
| × I curse sometimes. (ALL the time.) |
✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. |
× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. |
( it goes on... ) |
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[Feb. 13th, 2007|09:47 pm] |
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when did time start flying so fast? |
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| mid-life crisis at 18? |
[Feb. 4th, 2007|04:15 pm] |
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go to college
get a job
get engaged
get married
buy a house
start a family
grow old
STOP!
i don't want this.
no more, no more.
i don't want to live an ordinary life.
i don't want to be like every other person in existence.
i want to see and do big things.
who doesn't, right?
the difference is making it happen.
can i make it happen?
i think i can.
when i decided to be a teacher it was because i wanted to change people's lives.
i want to work in the city and make kids believe their dreams can become reality.
i want to work in a different country and learn from my students.
i want to see the world and break the bubble.
what is the point of living on such a diverse planet if you never experience the diversity?
my goal is to make it happen.
scratch that, it's not a goal, it's a necessity.
who better to see it with than my best friend?
you drive me nuts sometimes, but my life without you would not be life.
so i hope that you will come with me and see it all.
"you may say i'm a dreamer, but i'm not the only one"- john lennon |
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[Jan. 30th, 2007|09:32 pm] |
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what's the point if being angry at something that isn't going to change? i'm not really sure, but we all do it. we go through life getting upset over small and stupid things instead of concentrating on the bright and beautiful parts of our lives. i think from now on i'm going to try to see things from the glass half full point of view. i don't want to be an angry and bitter person anymore.
being back at school is nice. i feel like i live two different lives after coming back from christmas break. i have two homes, two groups of friends, two ways of life. it's really weird to bounce back and forth from one to another. i really enjoyed hanging out with leens this break. i can honestly say that i feel like eileen will never abandon me in my time of need, or leave me out in the cold. of course with any break there were people i wish i saw more of, especially the boys. of course hanging out with my lovey lauran was wonderous too. the dinner/dance party was wonderful, and i hope we make it an annual tradition, even if the boys despise wearing anything but t-shirts. everyone looked really nice.
my classes this semester are actually really good, i guess i made some good choices. the only one i can complain about is my 8 am developmental psych class. the teacher is like a robot, with the most annoying voice of all time, i can barely stand to sit there for 50 minutes. thank god i don't have an hour and 20 minute class with him. i love my english teacher though, she is probably my favorite of the bunch. our first assignment was a description paper and we had to think of a childhood memory and write it on that. i really like american politics as well, my teacher and i seem to have many of the same political views. also he figure skates! haha, we had a nice chat about that the first day of class.
so life is pretty good here at fred. lot's of hanging out, doing crazy workout videos, braving blizzards, and partying hard on the weekends. my life is pretty much grand. |
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[Jan. 13th, 2007|05:16 pm] |
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last week at home
bittersweet
it's been nice seeing everyone
i am ready to go back though
i need to get on a normal schedule again
yesterday was a disappointment
it was terrible to see lauran hurting so much
and i'm afraid i will never be able to forgive ryan for what he's done
maybe once he gets his brain back into the right state
time will tell, it always does
i have been in strange moods lately
i attribute most of my issues to my strange sleeping patterns
but i think it has more to do with me and my dad not speaking
it's funny because most of the time i don't even care
it never really even bothers me or enters my mind
but then there are times when i sit around crying about it
alicia, eileen, and i were talking about our weddings one day
and they were saying how excited they were for their dad's to walk them down the aisle
and how hard it was going to be for them to let them go
i am so afraid that i won't be talking to my dad when that time comes
and then what will i do?
walk down the aisle with someone i don't like, and someone that doesn't like me?
i thought about asking matt to do it, but that will only make matters worse for me and my dad
i wish i would just wake up tomorrow and everything would be okay
i don't even know what i would say to him to make things alright
i can't even remember what started this silence
it's been going on for three months now
sometimes i think it doesn't even phase him at all
he has katie to replace me, and she is such a daddy's girl
something i stopped being when i was a little girl
i feel like she is all he needs in the world
i am glad she has this relationship with him, i would not wish what we have on her
oh well, i always say things have a way of working themselves out for the best
tonight i think i'm getting coffee with eileen and margot
that will be nice
i hope lauran can join us too
i don't know what i will do next week without lauran around
i guess that's all for now, sorry for the depressing moments in my life. |
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[Jan. 6th, 2007|01:06 am] |
Freedom Writers
not just a movie, a story
not just a story, an inspiration
eye opening
heart warming
watching what those people went through everyday amazes me
it makes me realize what a bubble liverpool really is
there is no real gang violence
i don't know anyone that's been shot to death
Erin Gruwell has opened my eyes to what a teacher should be
a teacher should touch each of her students lives, actually make a difference
i teacher should reach outside of the curriculum and think out of the box
a teacher should want to know what's happening in her students lives
a teacher should make her class a family
i can not wait to be in a classroom now
i think i might go to the city and teach there first
they have programs where they pay for your masters, or pay back what you've spent on school
i realize that i will be totally out of my element, but that's what i love about the idea
why stay in the same spot all of your life?
there is so much else out there to see and do
i want to see and do as much as i can in my life time
i want to touch lives and make a difference
i think i can do it |
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| blah blah blah |
[Jan. 2nd, 2007|07:48 pm] |
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i hate feeling like i give 110% and you give 48%
it just isn't fair
i'm no longer going to make all the efforts
where does it get me? nowhere, that's where
i care, and i always will
honestly, i just don't like investing in things when i see no results
when you say you are going to do something, do it
it's all very plain and simple
in other news, i'm bored, severely bored
i have 20 more days here and i have nothing to do with myself
today i cleaned my car
tomorrow i'll clean my room and go to the bank
the day after that i'll do my laundry
i feel like i've fallen into stepford
CLEAN CLEAN CLEAN
my mom wants me to help around the house since i have no job
which is fine, but i will go insane in this house if i dont get out every once in awhile
i hate having to call around and make plans
there is really never anything to do here during the week
and i am personally sick of just sitting around watching movies
i wish someone would just call and have a fabulous evening planned out for us, and off we would go
i hate who i am at home
i don't like to be complaining like this
i don't like to be bored
i don't like to be cynical
despite my bad attitude, i did have a very good weekend
the dinner party and anthony's was quite fun
and new years was good too
it's nice to just be in good company doing fun things
new years was quite fun, just the 4 of us
i liked the more intimate group of friends, rather than the big party
it was very relaxing and enjoyable
although, i wish the boys would have stopped over
you can't have everything now can you?
i think instead of just sitting in my house i'm going to come up with things to do
i should really just go running or ride my bike
yes, i think i'll do that
this entry is rather bipolar, and i'm sorry for that
the end.
edit: i haven't worn a bra all day and i feel great about that |
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| random thoughts |
[Dec. 27th, 2006|01:28 am] |
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i just filled out a stupid quiz about 2006 and deleted it
it was a good year, i learned, i got lost along the way, but i always got back on track somehow
i mad good decisions, and horrible ones, but everything happens for a reason, right?
change.
that seems to be the topic of discussion lately
"she is so different" "oh my god, look how much he's changed"
we have all changed, and that is the truth
i know i have
good or bad? is the real question
i feel like it's impossible not to come back different
we're all in different surroundings, with different people, we're bound to change somehow
at first it was shocking to me
now i have accepted it
no one has really changed negatively in my eyes
i wonder what we'll all be like by the end of college
gradually we've developed into who we are now, and the process is never ending
i just can't wait to see who we are once these four or five years are over
where we all end up
who we still talk to
i'd like to say that all of my friends now will be my friends forever
but is that realistic? no.
some of us have made it through thirteen years, and no one expected that
so what's four or five more?
i guess it's the distance that could drag us apart
only if we let it though, that's my opinion
i'm just interested to see who will be at my wedding, if i do get married that is
the other night i was upset and feeling shitty so i said i wanted to be back at school
the truth is, i kind of do
it's weird because i love everyone here, i really do, but something is off
and i miss fredonia
you know, i call it home a lot of the time
it feels like home
sometimes this place just feels like somewhere i live when necessary
that line from gardenstate just plays over and over in my head...
Andrew Largeman: You know that point in your life when you realize that the house that you grew up in isn't really your home anymore? All of the sudden even though you have some place where you can put your stuff that idea of home is gone.
Sam: I still feel at home in my house.
Andrew Largeman: You'll see when you move out it just sort of happens one day one day and it's just gone. And you can never get it back. It's like you get homesick for a place that doesn't exist. I mean it's like this rite of passage, you know. You won't have this feeling again until you create a new idea of home for yourself, you know, for you kids, for the family you start, it's like a cycle or something. I miss the idea of it. Maybe that's all family really is. A group of people who miss the same imaginary place.
yeah, that is what i feel like sometimes
i have a certain urge to call gabe, i'm not sure why
it's late, and he's in ohio, so i won't
i miss talking to him on the phone for hours
i just saw this movie
i can't think of the name of it now
it's about this 37 year old woman who dates her therapist's son who is 23
it was quite good, had uma thurman in it and some lovely guy
i really want to be in love someday
i hope that someday is soon
half the reason i don't date is me
i can't seem to just put myself out there, take the plunge
i think i'm going to have to start, or else i'll be a cat lady for sure
i guess that's it for now
peace and love |
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[Dec. 17th, 2006|08:35 pm] |
So the past week has been "dead week". Preparing for finals and all that jazz. I've been trying to be a better student, honestly I have, but I still struggle to actually do something constructive with my time. Today i read about 50 pages for sociology, and I feel like I have retained absolutely no information. Sociology just is not the right subject for me I suppose, I hate how everything drags on, and I disagree with a lot of their ideals. Oh well, I'll be done with the class for good come Thursday. Everyone in the world seems to be at home already, and it's making me slightly depressed. I was just looking at some pictures that people have already put up from the first few nights home, and I just want to be there. I really miss Anthony, I haven't seen him in more than three months! Of course I miss everyone else too. I just need to get through these finals and I will be home free, hizzah.
This weekend was a good time. It was Floss' last weekend so we had to make it a good one. On Friday none of us had any classes so Sarah, Floss, and I decided to take a little road trip to good ol' EA. We went to Mighty and then to the mall and bought some stuff to prepare for our sweet holidy party, or mad hol par as Raisa likes to call it haha. Then we went to Sarah's house and had a fabulous home cooked meal, and Josh ate with us too. We came back to Fred after and got ready for the party. The party was a good time, there were a million kids there from East Aurora. A little bit of drama ensued with Sarah, but oh well, it was taken care of. All in all it was a good time. I walked home with Katelyn and we had a nice chat. I think I'm going to miss partying at Raisa's over break. On Saturday Sarah called me and told me Annalise was moving out, so I could move in! So i packed everything up and Floss, Sarah, and I moved everything. It was pretty insane, carrying it all down three flights of stairs and then up another three flights. It's so nice to finally be moved in and just hang. Today I've been studying and sitting around.
I just can not wait to be home and not have to worry about anything school related. |
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| take these broken wings and learn to fly. |
[Dec. 14th, 2006|01:43 pm] |
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i feel good because i just finished my christmas shopping and the semester is ending.
i feel bad because i haven't started studying nearly enough, and i'm overwhelmed by the fact that i'm moving this weekend.
i feel happy because i know this weekend will be amazingly fun.
i feel sad because i have to say goodbye to floss.
i feel angry because i am alone.
i feel jealous because everyone is getting home before me, and i want to be there now.
i feel silly because i just am.
i feel horrible because my uncle died and i didn't get to say goodbye.
i feel amazing because lauran and i have planned the best road trip ever for this summer.
i feel lucky because i have a best friend like lauran and a great mom.
sometimes you just have to put how you feel into words to get perspective on your life. especially when you think things are going in all the wrong directions. i guess it just opens your eyes to all of the good things in life. even when you think things can't get any worse, they do, but then again, things are never as bad as you think they are.
my name is erin quinn, and i'm starting this journal over. looking back on everything i wrote in here in the past i've realized that i have grown up. not to say i don't still have a lot of growing up to do, because i sure do.
i am 18 years old, a freshman at fredonia state. my major is childhood education, my concentration is english. i love to read and to write. music is always wonderful, all different kinds. i have one of the best mothers in the world. i love my brother and my sister. i miss what home used to be. i miss high school, there i said it, i know you secretly do too. i love college, and i love my friends here. i love my friends from home too. my best friend is lauran cameron faes, and she always will be. i like to get away from everyday life, go on vacations. my favorite spot in the world is horseneck beach in dartmouth massachusetts. london comes in at a close second. i have been to england, france, and scotland. i also like cape cod. i like to sing, even though i'm not the best singer in the world, i can carry a tune. i play the viola. i like zip up hoodies and jeans and sweatpants. i like to wear flip flops all the time, or sneakers. i am moving into one of my good friend's rooms this weekend, and i could not be more excited. my family is messy, and always have been. we have a lot of problems, but we're pretty normal. i don't get along with my dad 90% of the time, but i'm coming to terms with that. i like chocolate and ramen noodles. i can't really cook, although i make good spaghetti. i miss my long hair. i like to get drunk on the weekends and go dancing. i stopped smoking weed once i got to school, but sometimes when i'm at le moyne i smoke a joint. i make a lot of mistakes, but i try not to regret. i feel like everything happens for a reason, and you only live once, so make life worth living.
there it is.
i guess that's it for now. chao chickadees. |
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[Jan. 2nd, 2006|09:19 pm] |
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~January~
1. Did you have a new year's resolution this year?
yep
2.Who kissed you at midnight?
my friends
3. Does it snow where you live?
yes, what is winter without snow anyways?
4. Do you like hot chocolate?
of course
5. Have you ever been to times square to watch the ball drop?
nope, maybe someday
~February~
1. Who was your valentine in 2005?
SHEESH :*
2. What did your valentine get you?
the notebook, but she kept it instead of giving it to me haha
3. When you were little, did you buy valentines for your class?
DUHHH
4.Who have you done a project on for Black History Month?
rosa parks and MLK
5.Do you care if the ground hog see's its shadow or not?
not really
~March~
1. Are you Irish?
of course, my name is erin!
2. Do you wear green on St. Patty's Day?
mmhmm
3.What did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2005?
ate cornbeef at my grandma's
4.Are you Happy when winter is pretty much over?
yeah, that means summer's coming
~April~
1.Do you like the rain?
yep
2. Did you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year?
i dont really remember anything significant
3. Do you get tons of candy on easter?
you know it
4. Do you celebrate 4-20?
i did last year
~May~
1. What's your favorite kind of flower?
any one that's pretty and smells good
2. Do you like the spring?
yep
3. Finish the phrase: April showers bring may flowers..
and what do may flowers bring?
PILGRIMS :)
4. What is the first spring color that comes to mind?
yellow like the sun
~June~
1. Did you realize nothing special happens in June?
no because my birthday is in june!
~July~
1. What did you do on the 4th of July?
went to see fireworks with sheesh and leen, then went to chris's house maybe? with a tub of ice cream and watched wayne's world
2. Do you go on any vacations during this month?
yep, MASS
3.Do you Blast the A/C all day?
we dont have A/C, i have a pool though, so i spent some time in there
~August~
1. Did you do anything special to end off your summer?
went to MASS again 8)
2. What was your favorite summer memory of '05?
hanging out with my friends everyday and going to mass.
3. Do you go swimming a lot in the summer?
yessah, but skinny dipping also occured frequently
4. Do you go to the beach a lot?
when im not in NY
~September~
1. Did you attend school/college in '05?
yep, senior
2. Who is/was your favorite teacher?
mr.o, mr.calderwood, and mr.b
3. Do you like fall better than summer?
no
~October~
1. What was your favorite halloween costume ever?
one year i was minnie mouse, that was cool
2. what's your favorite candy?
skittles
3. what did you dress up like this year?
a cowgirl for work and an angel to hand out my candy
~November~
1. Whose house do you usually go to for thanksgiving?
my auntie mimi's
3. What are you thankful for?
cool friends, good family, decent life.
~December~
1. Do you celebrate Christmas?
you know it
2. Have you ever been kissed under mistletoe?
yep
3. What do you want this year for Christmas?
a nano, which i got, and clothes, which i got
4. What's the best present you ever got for Christmas?
my nano and my uncle got a little christmas tree and put euros all over it for me to spend in europe on springbreak, it was the sweetest money tree of all time
5. Do you like cold weather?
i dont really mind it too much |
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[Oct. 28th, 2005|06:32 pm] |
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so it's been awhile since i've written in this thing
idk, im kind of bored i guess
i've had strep throat since tuesday, so im sort of lacking any sort of contact with the outside world
i guess this will have to be my outlet
today is danny's birthday
somehow i remembered the date
which is pretty amazing, since i don't really ever remember anything
i was just looking back on past entry's and there were some when he commented anonymously
i guess i miss him a lot
i wish i could rewind things, but i cant, so life just has to go on
anyways, in other news... WE'RE SENIORS :)
i'm really starting to get freaked out by this
i've been on a bunch of college visits, i'm going on another one tomorrow
i don't know how i'm going to chose where to go
i really want to go out of state, it's so expensive though
i'll feel guilty asking my parents for that kind of money
if i take out students loans, ill be paying them back forever
blah, it's a lose lose situation
when you're little and you think about college you never think about the money
you just picture big brick buildings somewhere far away and kids trying to get to class
it's funny how reality changes everything
i just still can't imagine myself out of liverpool
or even walking the stage at the end of this year
and getting my diploma
it's just weird
i don't feel old enough to be a senior
i feel like i was just a freshman
weird stuff.
sooo im getting excited
in about a month im going back to mass. for thanksgiving
i can't wait to see my cousin sandra
i love herrrr :)
seriously, i've had some of the best times with her
hopefully we'll have some fun times in november too
i really cant think of anything else to write about in here
hmm...
so what's been going on in my lifeee
not really a lot
just been having good times with good people
things are changing, but hopefully it'll all turn out well in the end
i'm realizing some things i should've realized years ago
but i guess it all just comes with age and experience
i have a new job
i work at bascol
bascol= before and after school care of liverpool
there's a little boy that refers to it as bastol
bastol= before and after school tortue of liverpool
hahaha, i swear we're not mean!
the kids are adorable and it's so fun
i love it
but it's wicked tiring
i guess it'll prepare me for what teachings going to be like
so basically my life consists of...
school
work
skating
and going out when there's time
it's not really bad, not really excelent
just sort of okay
and i'm okay with okay
i guess that's all for now
-quinn |
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| i stole this from KCM because i am a very bored chica |
[Sep. 7th, 2005|09:28 pm] |
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10 Favorites...
Favorite Color: pink and green
Favorite Food: i love cucumbers and chicken
Favorite Band/Singer: right now it's the slip
Favorite Song: too many to pick from
Favorite Movie: right now, probably the terminal
Favorite Sport: figure skating and soccer
Favorite Season: summer and winter
Favorite Day of the Week: friday
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: chocolate or cookie dough
Favorite Time of Day: late at night
9 Currents...
Current Mood: okayish
Current Taste: water
Current Clothes: soccer shorts and a white tanktop
Current Desktop Picture: a picture of me, lauran, and alicia
Current Toenail Color: shiny pink
Current Time: 9:36 pm
Current Surroundings: my room, on my bed
Current Annoyance(s): waking up tomorrow for school
Current Thought: i am a senior
8 Firsts...
First Best Friend: kristen mckenna
First Kiss: a boy named phillip
First Screen Name: lilirishgrly19
First Pet: marmelade and PB my cats
First Piercing: ears
First Crush: brandon hainey
First Music You Remember Hearing: raffi
7 Lasts...
Last Cigarette: neverrr
Last Drink: water
Last Car Ride: driving home from the boys game
Last Kiss: timmay in massachusetts
Last Movie Seen:
Last Phone Call: lauran
Last CD Played: the slip
6 Have You Evers....
Have You Ever Dated One of Your Best Friends: nope, ive never dated anyone
Have You Ever Broken the Law: yessum
Have You Ever Been Arrested: no wayyy
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: haha yes.
Have You Ever Been on TV: yep
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: yep
5 Things....
5 Things You're Wearing: undies, soccer shorts, hair ties, a tanktop, a hemp anklet
5 Things You've Done Today: gone skating at 6, went out to breakfast with nicole, hung out with a bunch of people, went to the volleyball game, took a shower
5 Things You Can Hear Right Now: my typing, a bug outside, my clock ticking, a plane flying by, and my dad walking
5 Things You Can't Live Without: my cell phone, my computer, my friends, my family, my music
5 Things You Do When You're Bored: listen to music, read, talk on the phone, talk on the computer, dance
4 Places You've Been...
1. massachusetts
2. florida
3. rhode island
4. toronto
3 People You Can Tell Anything To...
1. lauran
2. anthony
3. eileen and alicia
2 Choices...
1. Black or White: black
2. Hot or Cold: hot
1 Thing You Want to Do Before You Die...
1. live in a beach house |
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[Aug. 25th, 2005|12:43 am] |
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1) Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2) I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3) I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4) I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5) I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6) I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7) I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8) If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written. |
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[Aug. 20th, 2005|02:28 pm] |
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yeah so i'm doing this again
because today is just a really boring day and i have nothing better to do with my time
Guidelines
- Write something about 15 different people.
- Don't say who they are.
- If someone asks you which one is about them, don't tell.
1) you are amazing, despite what you may think, and i wish you'd see it for yourself. you're always there to cheer me up and id be a lot sadder without you around. thanks for being fabulous!
2) you are my other half, without you id be screwed.
3) you worry me lately, you dont seem yourself, and you dont seem to want to talk to anyone about what's wrong. i know we both care about each other and are good friends, but id wish you'd trust me enough to let me know what's wrong.
4) things between us are always, interesting. we always seem to have a good time together, but as usual our relationship is sort of unpredictable.
5) we aren't as close as we used to be, but i still love you. we definately need to hang out more, and i will always love you!
6) i am so glad i met you, you're probably one of the coolest people i know. i always enjoy talking to you and hanging out with you, and i wish you the best in everything.
7) i'm sorry things between us suck. i wish neither of us changed, but we did. if i could go back in time and make things right i would.
8) finally you're comfortable with who you are, and it's fucking amazing. you're so much more fun to be around now, and i love you to death.
9) i am always going to be here for you, and im sure you'll always be there for me too. we always manage to make each other laugh, even at the worst of times, and my life would be a lot more boring without you.
10) i miss you, a lot. i wish i could rewind this past year and make sure we stayed close, but i guess that's just how life goes. hopefully this year we can get back to where we were, and if not, then i just hope you stay happy.
11) i'm really sad you're going away soon, and i'm even sadder that we haven't hung out nearly enough. we've had some kickass times over the year, and you better believe im coming to visit.
12) i thought you didnt like me for a wicked long time, and im glad you do. i didnt really like you much either, and im glad im over that too.
13) you drive me nuts a lot, and you drive everyone else nuts too. we're not as good of friends as we used to be, and that sort of makes me sad, but im glad we can still have a good time when we hang out.
14) you're hilarious and wicked fun to be around. i always seem to laugh whenever we're hanging out.
15) you are so funny, and i love hanging out with you, it sucks that we haven't seen enough of each other this summer. we really need to get the crew back together soon so we can have some more kickass times!
if you can figure out which one's you, then you get a cookie :) |
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[Aug. 20th, 2005|02:09 pm] |
1. Name: Erin
2. Nicknames: quinnay, nay nay, doctor, quinny, q-bird, mighty quinn
3. Birthday: june 20, 1988
4. Place of Birth: the cuse
5. Zodiac Sign: Gemini
6. Male or Female: Female
7. Grade: SENIOR! WOOHOO
8. Schools you went to: LBE the place to be :), LMS, and LHS
9. Occupation: babysitting
10. Residence: Liverpool, NY
11. Screen Name: omgitsquinnay
__Your Appearance___
12. Hair Color: dirty blonde
13. Hair Length: pretty long about mid-back
14. Eye color: light brown with green around the outside
15. Best Feature: my hair
16. height: i pretend to be 5'2", but im like 5'1" and a 1/2
17. Braces?: been there, done that
18. Glasses?: sun glasses, i got 20/20 babyyy
19. Piercings: 2 in each ear
20. Tattoos: someday
21. Righty or Lefty: righty
___Your 'Firsts'___
22. First best friend: alicia lembo
23. First Award: idk, probably something in elementary school, the fist one i can remember is the presedential award
24. First Sport: soccer
25. First Pet: my cats PB and marmelade
26. First Real Vacation: Massachusetts or Myrtle beach
27. First Concert: RAFFI!
28. First Love: i dont think ive ever been in love
___ Favorites___
29. Movie: breakfast club, dazed and confused, disney movies
30. TV Show: desperate housewives, adult swim, laguna
31. Colors: pink and lime green
32. Rapper: i dont know any of their names haha
33. Band: i love too many
34. Song Right Now: ghost of a good thing(dashboard), low rider(war), two joints(sublime), slow ride(foghat)
35. Friend: i love them all!
36. Candy: gummy worms
37. Sport to Play: figure skating
38. Restaurant: panera
39. Favorite brand to wear: idk hollister and H&M
41. School Subject: english
42. Animal: i like way too many to have a favorite
43. Book: the lovely bones, HP, Andrews
44. Magazine: seventeen
45. Shoes: flats, flip flops, sneaks
___Currently___
46. Feeling: hot
48. Have a crush: i suppose so
49. Eating: nothing
50. Drinking: nothing
51. Typing: on aim and this thing
52. Online?: yep
53. Listening To: some movie
54. Thinking About: massachusetts
55. Wanting To: take a shower
56. Watching: some movie
57. Wearing: mesh gym shorts and a white cami
__________Future__________
58. Want Kids?: yep
59. Want to be Married: uh huh
60. Careers in Mind: teaching
61. Where do you want to live? east coast
62. Car: jetta
__Which is Preferable in a Significant Other___
63. Hair color: brwon
64. Hair length: i guess short, but i enjoy a good shag every once in awhile ;)
65. Eye color: hazel
66. Measurements: uhhhh
67. Cute or Sexy: oh bothh
68. Lips or Eyes: hard choice, i usually look at eyes first though
69. Hugs or Kisses: both!
70. Short or Tall: taller than me, which isn't very hard
71. Easygoing or serious: little bit of both
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: isn't spontanaity romantic? - word margeee
74. Sensitive or Loud: not too sensative, and not too loud
75. Hook-up or Relationship: depends on my mood
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: trouble maker
___Have you ever______
78. Kissed a Stranger: yep
79. Had Alcohol: mmhmm
80. Smoked: weed
81. Ran Away From Home: maybe for like 10 minutes when i was younger
82. Broken a bone: nope
83. Got an X-ray: i dont think so
85. Broken Someones Heart: idk, let's hope not
86. Broke Up With Someone: nope
87. Cried When Someone Died: yep
88. Cried At School: haha yeah
___Do You Believe In___
89. God: no
90. Miracles: i guess so
91. Love At First sight: not really, but lust at first sight is a possibility
92. Ghosts: hmm, not really
93. Aliens: no
94. Soul Mates: i guess so
95. Heaven: no
96. Hell: no
98. Kissing on The First Date: depends on the situation
99. Horoscopes: not really, but i read mine sometimes anyways
100. Is there someone you want but you know you can't have? yep |
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[May. 23rd, 2005|11:05 pm] |
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i'm bored
[ ] I am bisexual or homosexual.
[x] I've run away from home.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I watch the news.
[x] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I love Disney Movies.
[x] I am a sucker for hair/eyes.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I curse randomly.
[ ] I paid for that cell phone ring.< who needs a cell phone.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I have one x in my screen name.
[ ] I have multiple x's in my screen name.
[x] I've slipped out an AIM word [lol, brb, etc.] in a real conversation.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I bake well.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.
[ ] I have a job.
[ ] I love Martha Stewart.
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self conscious.
[x] I like to laugh.
[ ] I smoke a pack a day.
[ ] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower.
[ ] I loved Go Ask Alice.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I have many scars.
[x] I've been out of this country.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. IF I know about it.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I see a therapist.
[ ] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails. (trying to stop)
[x] I am comfortable with being me.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm single.
[ ] Gotten lost in my city.
[x] Saw a shooting star.
[x] Been to any other country besides the United States
[x] I had a serious surgery.
[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas.
[x] Kissed a stranger.
[x] Hugged a stranger.
[ ] Been in a fist fight.
[ ] Been arrested.
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] Made out in an elevator.
[x] Swore at your parents.
[ ] Kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] Been close to love.
[x] Been to a casino.
[ ] Been skydiving.
[ ] Broken a bone.
[x] Skipped school.
[x] Flashed someone.
[x] Saw a therapist.
[ ] Done the splits.
[x] Played spin the bottle.
[x] Gotten stitches.
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] Bitten someone.
[ ] Been to Niagra Falls
[x] Gotten the chicken pox.
[ ] Crashed into a friend's car
[ ] Been to Japan
[x] Ridden in a taxi.
[x] Shoplifted.
[ ] Been fired.
[ ] Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] Stole something from your job.
[ ] Gone on a blind date.
[x] Lied to a friend.
[x] Had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans
[ ] Been to Europe (SPRING BREAK 06' YAYYY)
[ ] Been married.
[ ] Gotten divorced.
[ ] Had children.
[x] Saw someone dying.
[ ] Been to Africa
[x] Driven over 400 miles in one day.
[x] Been to Canada
[ ] Been to Mexico
[x] Been on a plane.
[x] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] Thrown up in a bar.
[x] Eaten Sushi. (cali rolls)
[x] Been snowboarding.
[x] Been water skiing.
[ ] Met someone in person from the internet.
[ ] Been to a moto cross show.
[ ] Lost a child.
[ ] Done hard drugs.
[x] Taken painkillers.
[ ] Had someone cheat on you.
[x] Miss someone right now.
[ ] Eaten a stick of butter.
im in a daze, and i dont really mind it. |
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[May. 23rd, 2005|04:52 pm] |
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so many things have changed this year
and it's almost over
i sort of miss the past
only 10 more school days
prom was okay, i thought it would be different, but i guess that's why assuming is never good, having expectations never got me anywhere.
the pictures before were a lot of fun and so was lauran's afterwards.
i hate coming to realizations
it's so much easier to go on dreaming up things and how you want them to be.
i talked to andrew at prom, it had been so long since we talked i miss him
and danny too
and erik and kevin
it was a night of letting things go i suppose.
i hope ball is fun
and has better food
i really enjoyed the bread at prom ha.
since the girls and i will be in europe over spring break next year, we're thinking paris would be a good place to look for ball dresses.
im hoping we can find something there for like 500, that sounds reasonable
i really cant wait to go..
college is lurking, SAT scores came out today
im not satisfied with my grade
and i plan on taking it again
do you ever wonder why people are attracted to others?
and how people perceive you?
i do.
i guess this journal entry's long and random. |
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